So overwhelmed I don’t know what to cry about. I can’t pin point anything but this is something that words can’t explain , ukno when you have your 1st heart break? Yea well this is kinda like what that feels like. So much pain n sadness fills my body . This isn’t me can’t it just all be over with please . I hurt and hurt and it kills me it’s not fair . My mom is so rude n she doesn’t even notice it . It kills me thinking I can’t make it on my own therefore I have to proceed to live under her roof I wish I could just start all over now that iknow what to do and not do my life would be so different I feel bad for my kids cus I sure have a lot to nag about they cannot end up like me .